I hate today. It feels like time is standing still and theres no one to talk to and nothing good is on. It makes me really homesick on days like this. I miss my family, well most of it, but I cant be there anymore. I should be out on my own, doing things that make me happy. Instead i'm stuck in a two bedroom apartment with a guy that I love, but hate at the same time (too close and too much time together kind of thing) and a friend whos not really a GOOD friend yet, but wants me to be. I get the feeling people are ignoring me, and talking about me behind my back. It hurts to think that those that I would call friends don't really care about me. Oh well, back to the nothingness. I wish I could take a vacation.

-_- me being sad...... ---'--,---@ Roses for the fallen...........